hey hey..

my last semester in university started on monday this week.. uni works are getting harder this semester.. well.. what to do?? last semester in uni. in adelaide.. hmm.. these are the things i need to do to make sure i make good use of my last 6 months in adelaide...

- enjoy uni life to the fullest as a uni student. hey.. after this i will be in the working field and that's it.. no more student.. even if i continue to study, that wont be done overseas i think... i am gonna try to attend all lectures and tuts no matter what...

- enjoy life overseas ... i am quite use to living away from family after 2 years of doing so.. doesn't mean i don't miss them.. however.. one cann't still deny the fact that things are eaiser to be done without parents' supervision..

- enjoy my life with friends around 24/7 ... as i said above. it is soo much eaiser to spend time to friends here... you can basically do things your way... surprise parties.. late talks.. everything...

- take a good look of adelaide... i wanna make sure i remember everythign in adelaide for life... streets. buildings... everything...

- many many others...( mind not working at maximum capacity now..)

remember the statement i made in the last blog?? ( i wanna be selfish .. to cope with the selfish world...).. yes.. i am still strong about that... in fact.. things that happen around prove it to be a more reliable and must-practise fact.. coming over to adelaide alone makes me realise something... i am not selfish enough to protect myself.... i let others taking advantage of me... i might not be at a lost while all these happen...but these put me into real depression and stuff.. imagine this... realising people treating you well for a unbelievaable reason...people backstabbing you for a ridiculous and mean purpose?? .. another one... people taking your feelings for granted thinking that you are always there no matter what...hmm... sick of these...

to all friends in adelaide and malaysia... i might not be around you guys for the past months... but hey... i do think of you guys all the time.. all the good fun we have and stuff... just because i lost touch with you guys for some time doesn't mean that i do not care about you guys anymore... and people who think i am having too much fun that i do not contact them... duh... i have been working part time..no fun here.. ahahaa....

thoughts of the week:

- do not use the reason " i am like that.. what to do.." to cover up for any unreasonable deeds you do.. you are not bornt to be acting in the way you are now... you CHOOSE to do it that way..so the next time when you, for example, hurt someone through some action you do... why dont you try to evaluate your action rather than telling people " i am like that"...

- each person has different "faces".. one can be caring to someone while at the same time take another person's feeling for granted... one can be super helpful to certain people but sucks to another person... my conclusion is dont blame your action to the personality you have... blame it to your lack-of-sincerity heart.. coz if you think about it.. do you really think you treat everything and everyone the same???

yes.. i am thinking a lot... hhaa... but that's the way i evaluate things and make myself grow... why cann't i be heck care?? hmm.... coz.. personally .. no offence... i think that these problems occur when you are lack of care... you enjoy your life... you do the things you wanna do... but how about the people who care for you?? those that you somehow take for granted while they are the ones enabling you to do whatever you are enjoyinh doing now??? blaming it to your personality agin?? hm.. sincerity!!!!!!!.. ahahahaa...

hey hey.. long time never update my blog... wonder why... no time??? think soo.. spending too much time on other things??? think so....... worth it?????? no idea....will continue doing that again???? no idea..... well those who are still reading.. thanks for your support all these while...

er.... who is that fucker to missuse ppl's name in my chatterbox???  wanna talk something here, might as well come to talk to me face to face bastard..

my new slogan now.. " i wanna be selfish, to cope with the selfish world"... do not agree with me??? pls think of how selfish you can be when it comes to personal decision making.. when it comes to taking others' feeling for granted in attaining your goal in life.. your personality problem??/ nah... humans are claimed to be just like that... issit true??? i think humans just chose to be that way.... whatever.... that's my new goal... ahahahahahaa....

long time since i last updated my blog huh.. well... assignments were killing me..have lots of things to do yet... haih.... nvm le....

life is crazy lately...have lots of memorable moments.. one things interesting..i didn't know that adelaide's wheather can go all the way down to 0 c !!!.. was driving up to handorf (german village) at 2 or 3 am in the mornign with hong gunn, chok fung, michelle and erbert some night last week.. the place was freaking quiet.... dark and silent... the only thing that 'spoke' there at that moment was the wishing well story teller machine..... freaky...can you imagine walking on a street with dimm lights, old looking houses and shops... and out of sudden..dead silent and freaky.. out of sudden.. the well next to you talks!!! hahaa.. it was a fun night..(although i was sick thanks to the sudden cahnge of weather lately!!!)

oh yes.. talking about sickness.. i caught a very very bad flu+fever+... the whole combo set, last week... having headache all the time... and the funniest thing of that was... i spread the combo set to at least 4 people in the gang!!!...and so... since last week... we have a gang of sick people going out together .. abd for the work place last week...out of 5 of us... 3 were sick!!... the other 2 were not free to take our shifts .. and so... we had sick people serving drinks. ahaha..... don't blame us!!!!!... employ more people dude!!...i am sick of calling around asking people to work every single fri, sat and sun!!!!.... all the phone bills wasted.. haih... and outcome?? always ended up with no one willing to work.. and so me or erbert would have to work for days.. haih...

oh yeah... holiday... after thwe sufferring weeks of exams.. coming soon...i will be going for a sydney + melbourne trip... 6 days in syd and 2 nights in mel is what we have decided so far... hopefully the trip would be good.. the 3 days in melbourne is planned purely for the malaysia gang!!!!!... and so sue and wenli plus people.. better make me feel like home !!!!!!!... ahaha.... i need money for all these man.. i am soooo broke.. ahahahahah.. i will be in mel... from 11th july afternoon.. to 13 or 14... will see how things go from there lo.. ehehhe

well gtg... very very sick of looking at the screen now.... ciao!!!

hey hey.. a lot of people might think that they are mentioned in the blog below... dun worry.. i am not pointing to anyone in particular... i was just writing this coz i was thinking for the sake of using my brain.. ahhaa

another thing that i was thinking  before this.. have u ever wondered why u call your friend by his or her name.. how will the name remind you of that person and the memories you have with her or him?? can you tell that person's look by just looking at his or her name??

i was free one day while i suddenly thought of this.. why do i call michelle , michelle??? why do i call erbert, erbert??? how do they look like actually?? then i realised that i couldn't really tell exactly how they look like without any pictures or stuff... then i looked closely at all my friends the next day ... and realised how wonderful they look like.. all the nice eyes.. face... and attitude..and how unique their names are...

friends are always around you all the time overseas.. you see them everyday.. you have activities with them everyday.. some even 24/7... sometimes you are just too close with them that you start taking them for granted..you take their feelings for granted... you basically take everything for granted as you know they will be there for you.. well... this is not the way it will be.. we should treasure everyone that's around us... appreciate what others do to you... and accept them as the way they are ...the same applies to family, relatives and others... no one can survive without interaction to others.. especially me...